never trust them

seriously speaking...
never ever trust ALDUTS
because they will never kept their promise
what a sad thing..
i will f**king remeber it...

PLEASE BE ALERT !!!

just to tell that
BLOG is SOMETHING FOR YOU to express your feelings....
there is no "correct" n "wrong" in it...
it doesn't mean that i'm writing something to ruin someone...
it is just my feeling by the moment....
perhaps, if you don't feel like viewing it,
there is always a "cross" on your top right hand side..
and you can just click on it and get out from here
THANK YOU..

hardest

ok....now i realized that i
FIENDSHIP is the hardest things to study in everyone's life
it might a "no" for someone,but as for me...."YES"..it is hard...
u cant manage to let everyone feels happy in every moment by what you did..
but as long as  you did the
right things,
right decisions,
not hurting anyone....i think it minght considered "clever" dy...haha
stupid right..i dont really understand what am i writing actually....haha
kay, not telling the details what so call my "gang" did with me in school
i think it can considered a FRIENDSHIP TALK...haha

fine...i'm glad that you guys reminded me what i did..

that make you guys unhappy,
annoying and so on...but i didn't mean that...!!seriously...
anyway everything is just OVER...
pls...OVER just let it

over !!!!

and now..i very clear that where am i standing in my life
and i've learnt many many thing...
I LUV YOU...LOIUSA.......MMuuuuaaaaxxx...

it's not me

am i crazy???

its so not me.....

omg..just stop thinking of him

CRYSTAL GAN..!!!..

keep him off your mind PLS!!!

haha...try to..

is time to RELAX....

oh my godness...!!!
i was super super super douple douple happy..
can i just stop all those SUPER DOUPLE??..
haha...as long as YOU know i am happy...
haha..k
went tuition as usual..
know what???
TRAFIC JAM...
dam it...hate it so so so freaking much...
k...reached there..definitely i was late...entered class room...
erm...i think i missed/skipped this tuition for 2 or 3 weeks already...haha
so back to tuition...
too bad..he was not there...
BUT....finally came also la..haha..
came after me...SO....considered LATE also la...hahahaa
den...omg lots of things happened...
[refer to CRYSTAL GAN to know further story]
hahhaa...i know i very lifeless la...*just ignor*haha
erm..ok la..that that much...jstz some expected case happened..*sigh*
OKAY LA...OWE YOU LUNCH!!!..haha
but don't forge
U OWE ME b'day PRESENT....buhahahaah
dont care a....!!!

TILL.....
evening...
went fitness with family...
BUT i amnot goin to do ....buhahahah...lazy la..
although i know i gained weight day by day..
but still LAZY...haha
then decided to walk along the street...
WTH....
by the time we reached there...
it started to rain cats and dogs...
so....went STARBUCKS to spend my time with sis
while mum n dad went fitness...haha
so......
gossip with sis ...haha

so ordered some drinks..
stupid right rainy day went and
drink ice blended..haha..
cold + cold
= super cold
[simple equition la]..haha

haha..nothing to do...
looked inside my tote...
n realized that i need
more stuff to fulfill it...haha
[brought story books, but ends up
CHIT CHAT]..haha
typical me....






after the rain...went to the street to have a so call "window shopping" with sis...haha
then went F.F to search for mum and dad...

perhaps,
i can't really finish my drinks...haha
ends up...
threw it away....haha









after mum n dad took thier bath,
then went out and have our dinner.....

look at three of them..
like gangster only...haha

[and glad that i'm not in their GANG,
haha...kidding]

FINALLY....
lesson for the day...

haha...just captured it randomly...
but it means something...hahahaha












CIAO

what to blog??..

erm...much to blog...
but because of the time limit ..haha.In fact..
i juz wanna go facebook ing...haha
k...lets see where to start...
erm..ya!!!...wanna c my birthday present???
there is some of them from my lovely buddy....

NICE rite.!!!???
haha...thx emily n neth...
mmuuuaaxx..

enjoying....

haha...ok ...i know i post this quite late..
cause we just finished our MID Year exam...
*PUT YOURS HANDS IN THE AIR*....hurray!!!!
 but something really made me sad was...
there was no b'day song at school for me...
although i knew it was exam day..
but as ST MARIANS' calture...sure got b'day song during recess ma...*sigh*
and u know wat Louisa told me?
haha...
Louisa : "actually i wanna sing for you , BUT noone start it, so pai seh"
CRYSTAL : SPEECHLESS!!!...haha..anyway thx for you guys...mmuuaaxx
k , something that really make me really REALLY REALLY happy is......
look

 GUESS WHAT
!!!!?????









do you need me to refresh your memory..

TADA..

yeah right...
it's the bag that i wanted so much
long time ago...
and now...
i have it!!!..haha
i know RM239 something
 is cheap for u, maybe..
but...as for me...
I AM HAPPY ,not because of what...
just that i love it since i first saw it...haha




thx SIS....erm...but..
i knew i actually used credit card to pay it [don't lie]..
haha...so THX MUMMY too.....mmuuuaaxx!!!!!!
and here is the b'day card....

 can see the words clearly?

IF I PUT MY MIND TO THINKING.

IF I THOUGHT THE WHOLE DAY

THROUGH,

I COULDN'T THINK OF ANY

SISTER AS PICTURE PERFECT AS YOU

!!!! ...

HAHA...yeah right [ i am happy right now]
haha...same as u viv....





lets c the inner part...

haha..since when my buddies
and sister tried to stalk me arr??
all my pictures was stalked by them...haha
anyway...it is nice...
thx..muuuaaxx...







ok, everyone has been saying that...
a mummy give birth is not easy ...!!
MUMMY ..THANK YOU....
without you, without me...
i mean it.....

B'day celebration

k...did an earl celebration for my birthday at the cheap
THE SHIP...k la..i noe its cheap...k..
not that much to say...
as u can c...
syok sendiri pics will come out soon..haha
oh ya..n
WHERE IS MY PRESENT???..haha

Daddy and his
 "combo" come along with his
fierce face..haha

  haha...mummy...
mmuuaaxx

 n yes...sissy.....

     n my lovely maid...haha

 

k...i din't get the chance to take photo..
haha..
here my food..
salmon fish n shark fin soup..
mm......haha

haha..n the yummy
ESCARGOT。。。

syok sendiri's photos here come..haha

 

with sis...haha..
it's too dark i think..

understood lo..
typical pose...haha

 sis went crazy...haha

 

daddy n i...

daddy + mummy

= ME!!!!

haha...love kiss

haha..fatty eating cake....hahaha

i love u ,

u love me,

we are happy family...

with a big great heart

n u say love me too...

again...syok pics...haha

promoting...haha

bar...??..

dare not...

sis went crazy again...hiaz...

cake time...

 i know i looked weird...haha

i WISH.........

...........................

marry a rich guy!!!!!...haha

the sisters...haa

 

THE END...haha

happy deepavali.....

As usual...school holidays ..friday till monday..
finally can take a good rest in between the continuous exam..haha

k...FRIENDS!!!!!!hiehiehie..

28th of OCTOBER 2009

is it sounds  normal??..yea it IS for u..
but IT's a Big day for MEEEEeeeee....hahahha...
28th of oct need to sit for  the stupid exam somemore..*sigh*
k...anyone wanna make a hang out booking earlier??..haha
kidding...
k..i can predict my birthday will b celebrate in a suck way..
but anyway..i lost my b'day wishlist paper!!!
what a sad thing..
the paper i did it long time ago with PRIYA!!!..hahaha
and i receive a lot of whishes on THAT PAPER!!!
omg...because of my carelessness!!!..
i lost the paper....the paper really made me messed up  my room
 juz feeling to post my WISHLIST here ..buhahaha
i know it is kinda weird..but..juz
see it ,
then FORGET about it...hehe

BIRTHDAY WISHLIST...

1. a NIKE tote bag

  [ that i much WANTED long time ago,n i've been post it up in previous post]!!

2. a new roxy purse

 [ cuz as u know the one i'm using now is kinda dirty..haha]

 3. a billabong pencil box

 [ that i saw in sunway with Y.S..hehe]

4. a new roxy shorts

 [ haha..cuz lack of it..]

5. a new wardrobe

 [ haha...cuz my wardrope doesn't allow me to push in more shirts..]

6. a new lap top

 [cuz don't really like this one...daddy saw it??haha]but not a big deal also la.

7. a billabong flip flop

 [omg..tell u what..i bought the ripcurl flip flop n it sucks....]

8. a new hp (nokia N97) I FREAKING LOVE IT..!!1

 [cuz my phone can do a 2nd anniversary of birth already..haha]

9. a canon compact or DSRL

 [ as you noe...i kinda SS..tats y i need camera so so so much..haha]

10. LOOSE WEIGHT

 [ oh..tis seriously i hav to get it myself..now supper fat...3 more years la..u can c a different CRYSTAL GAN...haha..hope so]

11. GROW TALLER

 [ mummy!!..i wanna grow taller!!!!!haha..anyway.i wont blame u.mmuuaax]

12. hang outS...

 [ i dont care!!after exam..i wanna hang out with frens like hell!!!!]

LASTLY....

i want SURPRISE..!!!!

no reason...dont know why..

i like surprise...but dont think anyone can giv any of it...

FINE....it's juz kinda dream...

WILL WAKE UP SOON LA....

anyway..here's d photo my lovely frens did for me..

very simple only la..

haha..
it's my exam time table
n tat day is
28th of oct...










they are kinda caring..
love you guys...









is this my b'day cake???
dont want..
i want a real 1.....buhahhah
Haagen Dazs....mmmmm..
dropplets from my mouth...haha







k...the end...

k ,abandon my blog few days...haha
lazy la...study study...
k, due to the PMR,form 2 have a break on tuesday...hurray!!haha
....erm....BI 1 was quite easy yesterday...

oh ya...WTH...i get wrong tips for BM2..haha

seriously speaking....i never trust TIPS anymore!!..haha
GOD BLESS ME for my BM....cuz it suck..hahaha..
k fine, 2moro...oh shit ,noe wat??
SEJARAH...the subject tat i hate the MOST!!!
never get higher than 70 marks for tis..haha
so herecomes AIM.....
friends..if i get "A" for sejarah....TREAT ME ya...
no matter who r u....cuz u viewed tis post dy..buhahahah..
thx...mmuuuaaxx...
 haha...k, here the random pic...too boring dy..haha

went to library study ...
.HARDWORKING LEH..
thumbs up for me...!!hahah

oh ya...
can c d bruise??pain lea....
cuz d stupid hoop lo...haha
but it worth also la...haha

hahaa...
c....super hardworking..
bought it in JAN till now
oni i thouch it..haha










read ...read......read....
study.....study.......study......

den.....

ends up
playing tis.....hehehhe

oh ya...
den slowly slowly...
study on the bed...
hahahah...







den.....
u noe lo....
study study study..
till sleeping on the bed d....hahahah
my calture ma.....pig..haha

hahaha...nerd???
definitely...!!!










wanna complain sis adi...
keep on disturb me while i m so call STUDYING...
hahahahahah....
ends up chit chat with her on the bed...hahahahah

c..haiz...

how m i gonna study in this situation???hahah

lastly....

insane...hahahah

K LA...

i noe tis post

stupid + suck...

random post ma....

hahah....better then nothing to tell...

rite??

ppl!!!!wish me break d "A".....hahah

haiz...

wont b  active as normal recently...haha
seriously..i hate eam so so so so so fucking much....
wat for exam for the WHOLE month??
somemore wanna start on 28TH OF  OCTOBER!!!!!
WTH??????..
k, fine....hope evrything goes well....
the simple wish for u....
U NOE ME WELL...buhahahhhaha
2 more papers to go....hahahahha..
GAMBATEH!!!!

if you change your mind
[ from pessimism to optimism , you can change your life ]
pls do trust me...haha...
k...classmates..you girls will know what happen to me recently...
haha...
i went through upset....happiness n so call.....hahah
k...random post too...
GAMBATEH...
oh ya..i realize something...
hey guys...we don't actually do SOMETHING for SOMEONE..
....sounds confusing??..haha..fine..
anyway..GAMBATEH MR.n..
haha..the whole class pray for you!!!!!!...cuz tat is an order..haha
i think GOD might heard what i am trying to tell...buhahahha

EAXAM MONTH

omg....did i ever tell you..
i HATE exam so so so freaaking much??..
haha...i think everyone did...
k...actually...nothing to do now...
just a andom post..hahahhaha...
listening to NEVER SAY NEVER right now..
the feeling come so sudden....haha
anyway...

for those who SITTING FOR THEIR

PMR EAXAM...

here i wish you guys all the best ya...GOOD LUCk...haha

especially MR N....!!!!GAMBATEH....hahha

super emo

cried in school today...
something made me really really sad about it....
dun ask me why please....
juz tat i really dissapointed at u...
i dint expect u will come out with all these "hurting word"
actually is UR FAULT...why it seems like u r scolding me??
please dun use your HIGH TONE talk to me...
although by the time i cried ,not because of your word k??..
i never ever expect u will came out with all these "FUCKING" word
that i don't wish to hear anymore...but hello people..

1) i got good result because of hard work ok...

dun ever think LAZY people like YOU can score a flying results

without giving out anything..
oh ya...sry but HURT..
please la...dun use ur tat super "BROKEN ENGLSIH" to FIGHT with me k...
cuz..u noe i will have a hard time to und ur language..
cuz as u noe....IT SUCK...hahaha
sry to b mean...
but i dun think our friendship will b continue...

2 ) i got so called a lots of friend doesnt mean tat i'm happy...

although i am happy with it,but....so whats your problem???

it's my friend right??..people got many friends you also 

cant tahan isit???..i different from you ok??...

not like u always stick with the stupid cousin...

3 ) please think before you say something...

dun tell me by the time u have a hard time with your cousin...

n u cried..i wasn't there for u...yes I WAS THERE FOR YOU..

although we are different raises..

i dont mind treating you as my goodfriend...lastly...i noe y...

4 )i borrow u money no matter how much it is..

and u thought i am ATM machine isit??

can u please be more responsible????!!!!

you are not a child anymore...your are an aldult now..

please have a mature thinking ...

owe people money sure you hav to return..

u OWE ME RM70 something from April till now..

m i scaring you dont wanna return??

YES I AM SCARE...i dun feel like telling lie..

n now because of tis u MAD at me...

is it my FAULT telling you u give back me money..

because i need it urgently..???i dun think so..

n u keep on telling me u forgot to bring la...

2moro la...i dun hav money right now la...tis n that..

hav i ever said anything???..

FINE ,
giv me back the $..then friendship END here... 

i learned a lesson today

omg...y i feel release in a sudden???

oh...my nerve telling me cut off the friendship with u will make my 

future brighter...ic ic..haha..k...DEAL..

n pls return my $ 1ST....

dont think i not dare...

i dont know what i will do after exam..

so better be prepared...if u haven return me money...

U...MS E...  BETTER KEEP UR ASS SAFETY....hahahha...

althought i cant do anything rite now...

but still can throw back all the "FUCKING" word at you...buhahahah

should i create a group to anti u??...

oh no...i cant...cuz it doesn't affect u..haha..

cua u are always in the alone situation now..

wanna play with me isit??...i dun mind...come la dik....

make sure u do all your "homework" before have a fight with me...haha

cuz i dont think the whole class will choose to anti me compare to you

anyway...
[p/m]..ALLENE LOH WEN YEA
better b alert..haha..here's something for u..hehe

  ...honestly speaking...
i really really very sorry to u....here i apologize...
i dint hang on with ur gang recently is tat..i think i was out of gang [sort of]
haha...but..today i realised..
whenever i  need my friends...
U R ALWAYS THERE FOR ME...mmuuuaaxxx...
JUZ FOR U..not even included [Y.S n piano]
sorry to say tat....althought we are so called "best friends"
but i cant feel it...not that i wanna "cari pasal"
cuz by the time i super emo...
i really need people to satnd by me...
the only 1 i can clearly see is ALLENE LOH

 u guys are SUPER FAKE....[no offense]
it doesn't make sense...my dear..
 CRYSTAL, DUN CRY LA...[it's not tat what i wanna listen by  the time]
cuz it sounds fake...totally FAKE...

anyway...i love u guys too...
especially ALLENE....
I LOVE YOU FOREVER..

u are caring 

u are pretty..haha[Hero's wife rite??haha]

u are a super best friend for me whenever i need...

u are the no1 in my Best Friend Forever n Ever's list  

n this place is only can fit in 1 ppl...happy???haha...

yea U ARE....a dozen feeling in it...hope u feel it..haha..mmuuaaxx

not bad...

haha..tis post no one will understaand..i guess.haha
except sis gua...haha
k....every things went well on saturday...
late comer will still b accepted la...haha
as long as u CAME...buhahahahahahahahah...
juz tat

ALWAYS LATE, 

BUT WORTH TO WAIT ....haha...
chit n chat...
joke n play..hahah...
MR N.....scare ppl ehem ehem u isit???....haaha..
den ask la ppl....haiz...haha...
but i wont b in the center at least i got "jiok sou"
k la tats all...
[p/s]
em...quite happy geh...cuz although u BANANA... 
but at least  noe a  bitbit cantonese la..haha
thumbs up for u lo...haha..
k..ciao
in good mood...haha

hey friends....
plss do not chat with my old msn acc anymore..
cuz hack by the stupid

MOTHER FUCKER

POKI  MAK

WATEVER HELL U ARE...

I DUN CARE!!!!

i dun care came out with bad words
although u think i'm rude..
but ppl...u noe how angry m i right now??
hack me somemore wanna use my acc
go n chat with my frens n say nonsens..
wat the fuck r u doin??
watever MAJOR LOSE...
go eat your bull shit..
ppl will definitely noe tats not ME!!

CONCLUSION..

tats not me....i seriously  super angry dy...

so friends pls add  my new acc...

thx....